ugh, i'm up at 6am, and i dont even understand why :// its saturday! im meant to be having a lie innn, but no stupid body thought it'd be cool to wake me up at 6. okay so my hip was hurting that could contribute to it and what not but i mean 6!? meeeeeeeeeeh. how gay gay gay. i complain a lot dont i? aha. my apoligies. i woke up to a lot of crappy stuff on my bed. things that dont even need to be there;/ yet they are. i have bracelets, and a box full of cd's and a towel. wow haha i thought i'd blog my little situation on here. people might not read it but hey it gets it of my chest, another round of tablets today too. 16 to be precise. i'm having a party tonight so i hope i'll be okay. like i said i havnt been well the past few weeks but hey ho life goes on, i hate waking up so early you just think about everything thts on your mind its horrible cause you dont actually want to think about but its like you have no choice. it just happens. a bit like rain hmmm ;/ well i might try and go back to sleep later. i'll tell you all if i did manage to sleep ahah loveeeeeeeeeee