You, me, this.
You make me feel as if I’m not even worth your time. As if being with me takes minutes away from your valuable time that you could be spending time with someone else that suits you better. Why do I bother? Because as much as it kills me, I always seem to dwell in the stupid past. I feel like there’s a part of you that wasn’t always this way. Like if I allow myself to let go, I’m giving up memories that we’ve once had, experiences we’ve once shared. But people change. I’ve learned that the hard way. And sometimes, you just have to move on. We’re both moving at the same rate, same distance, but in totally different directions. Tears form behind my eyes when I finally realize that the one person I could once talk to about anything, the one person who I once couldn’t spend a waking moment without, the one who made me laugh unconditionally, the one person who was there to cheer me up when I was sad is now just another person I just once knew.

you're right i am jealous

call me human

i hate having headaches:/// but playing on the wii with my brother and his friend is always a good laugh, gotta admit i'm rubbish at tennis ha, but pretty darn good at bowling not gonna lie:)
hmmm i haven't written on this for agess but i broke up for easter today and then went to frankie and bennys with the loveed ones :) it was a fantastic time. i couldnt ask for anything more. good food with my lovely friends. mm perfect and lie ins!
i get lie inss! what moreeeeee do i neeeeeeed? oh yeah parties :) its gonna be a good goood gooooood easter i have decided, im not getting any chocolate though, but i aint botheredd i'm getting money :) so i can buy more stuff from zee antique shop! and i aplied for a job aswell! as a photographer. i love photography:) i got my school repoooort. 7a's 1 b and 2 c's not bad:) i guess my parents were happy so i'm not complaining ha. hmm i'll write again tomorrow:)

SUPPOSEDLY if you’ve seen over 70 films, you have no life. Mark the ones you’ve seen. There are 239 films on this list. Copy this list and paste this on your Tumblr. Then, put x’s next to the films you’ve seen, add them up, change the header adding your number, and click post at the bottom. Have fun.

Teen/ Romance:
(x) A Cinderella Story
( ) Another Cinderella Story
(x) Step Up
( ) Step Up 2
(x) High School Musical
(x) High School Musical 2
(x) High School Musical 3
(x) Hannah Montana Movie
(x) Enchanted
() Sydney White
Total: 7

(x) She’s the Man.
( ) Licensed to Wed
( ) The Break-up
(x) 13 going on 30
(x) 27 Dresses
(x) P.S I Love You
( ) Made of Honour
( ) What Happens in Vegas
( ) Get Smart
( ) The Princess Brides
Total: 11

(x) Camp Rock
(x) Wild Child
( ) Ella Enchanted
(x) The Princess Diaries
(x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Hotel For Dogs
( ) Just Married
(x) Freaky Friday
Total: 18

( ) The Hot Chick
( ) Sleepover
( ) Confessions Of a Shopaholic
(x) Twilight
( ) Nancy Drew
(x) The Devil Wears Prada
( ) No Reservations
(x) Perfect Man
(x) Australia
( ) Never Been Kissed
Total: 22

Comedy/Humour:
(x) Yes Man
( ) Bedtime Stories
( ) The Pink Panther
( ) The Pink Panther 2
( ) Marley & Me
(x) Cheetah Girls
(x) Cheetah Girls 2
( ) Bratz
(x) Haunted Mansion
( ) Paul Blart Mall Cop
Total: 26

(x) The 40-year-old virgin
(x) Night in the Museum
() Night in the Museum 2
( ) Evan Almighty
(x) Bruce Almighty
(x) White Chicks
( ) Neverending Story
(x) Meet the Spartans
(x) Meet the Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
Total: 33

(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) Scary Movie 4
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
(x) American Pie Band Camp
Total: 43

Adventures:
(x) Harry Potter 1: The Sorcerer’s Stone
(x) Harry Potter 2: The Secret Chamber
(x) Harry Potter 3: Prisoner of Azkaban
(x) Harry Potter 4: Goblet of Fire
(x) Harry Potter 5: Order of the Phoenix
(x) Harry Potter 6: Half-Blood Prince
(x) Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings: Return Of the King
(x) Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
( ) Chronicles Of Narnia: Prince Caspian
Total: 53

( ) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
( ) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
( ) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
( ) Indiana Jones and the Crystal Skull
(x) The Mummy
( ) The Mummy 2
( ) The Mummy 3
( ) Journey to the Centre of Earth
( ) City of Ember
( ) Finding Neverland
Total: 54

(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man’s Chest
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 3: At World’s End
() X-Men
() X-2
( ) X-3
( ) Spider-Man
( ) Spider-Man 2
( ) Spider Man 3
(x) King Kong
Total: 58

( ) Hellboy
( ) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
( ) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
( ) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
( ) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
( ) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
( ) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
( ) Underdog
( ) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Batman: The Dark Knight
Total: 58

Action/ Thriller
() The Matrix
() The Matrix Reloaded
( ) The Matrix Revolution
( ) Terminator
( ) Terminator 2
( ) Terminator 3
() Ocean’s Eleven
() Ocean’s Twelve
() Ocean’s Thirteen
( ) Casino Royale 007
Total: 58

( ) Bourne Identity
( ) Bourne Supremacy
( ) Underworld
() Butterfly Effect
( ) Death Note
( ) Death Note 2
( ) Death Note 3: L Change the world
() Resident Evil 1
( ) Resident Evil 2
(x ) I, Robot
Total: 59


() Rush Hour
() Rush Hour 2
() Rush Hour 3
( ) Mission Impossible 1
( ) Mission Impossible 2
( ) Mission Impossible 3
(x) I Am Legend
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
() Signs
Total: 60

Horror:
(x) Saw
(x) Saw II
() Saw III
() Saw IV
() Saw V
(x) The Grinch
() Texas Chainsaw Massacre
() Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
(x) The Ring
(x) The Ring 2
Total: 65

(x) Final Destination
(x) Final Destination 2
(x) Final Destination 3
() Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
( ) Child’s Play
( ) Seed of Chucky
( ) Bride of Chucky
( ) Gothika
() Nightmare on Elm Street
Total: 68


(x) The Grudge
(x ) The Grudge 2
( ) The Haunted Apartment
( ) Siren
() Silent Hill
() The Mask
( ) Son Of The Mask
( ) Alone
( ) Omen
(x) House Of Wax
Total: 71

( ) The Eye
( ) The Eye 2
() Shutter
( ) When a Stranger calls
( ) The Fog
( ) The Orphanage
( ) The Skulls
( ) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) House of 1000 Corpses
Total: 71

Cartoons:
( ) Lilo & Stitch
(x) Ice Age
(x) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
(x) Madagascar
( ) Madagascar 2
( ) Kung Fu Panda
(x) Bolt
( ) Wall-E
(x) Monsters Inc
(x) Shark Tale
Total: 77

(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
(x) Shrek 3
(x) Finding Nemo
(x) ET
(x) Cars
(x) Ratatouille
(x) Toy Story
(x) Toy Story 2
(x) The Incredibles
Total: 87


Inspirational:
( ) Little Miss Sunshine
( ) I Am Sam
(x) The Day After Tomorrow
() Coach Carter
( ) The Last Dance
( ) To Kill A Mockingbird
( ) Conrack
( ) Midnight Sun
( ) Little Black Book
( ) Rwanda Genocide
Total: 88

Classics:
() Ten Things I Hate About You
(x) Titanic
(x) Romeo & Juliet
( ) Frankenstein
( ) A Midsummer Night’s Dream
Total: 90

I’ve seen 90 of these.

ANNNAAA CHAAARTERS,

i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you, like loads you're one of my bested ever friends and yeah you always make me smile and i really dont want you to leave, i have so many laughs with you all the time i love it, you just make my day so much more better, You're always there when i need you the most and i couldnt thankyou enough, you've given me so many names that shall stick with me forever and ever and ever and never going anywhere. cheesecake and pumpkin pie forever, yeah? :) and you'reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee so pretty i'm not even kidding, you're like boomting, and just wow. :) you make me laugh non stop sometimes your laugh is just the best. dont ever change please. you're to wonderful to ever stop being you and then i'd be like NOOO and cry a bit and i want out coffee while you get to wear buisness clothes and i have to wear that shit :( hmmph. oh well you'll have an amazing time i'm sure and like you gotta invite me places so i dont feel left out. and then it will be just pumpkin pie and peach melba with no cheesecake:) but you'll doo fineee! and i'll always be here if you need someone to talk to or have a good ol' laugh. you jsut make me smile non stop youuu silly man. hmph. hope you have an amazing time at bms. and dont forget me eever please.
you're just ever so lovely everyone will love you.
i love yoouu pumpkin pie.
cheeeeesecake(L)

it kills me to know that you're with her, it kills me to think about your lips touching hers it kills me to think about you trunning your fingers through her hair like you used to do with me it kills me to know that no matter how much i love you there might never be a second chance byt most of all it kills me to know that it was all my fault.

Mornnaan, i'm up at like 7.00 to go practise my drama:/ this is dedication i tell you. i have never done and never will do it again aha. i'm so tired its a bit stupid and my ipod is charging so its all good :) have you ever woken up without taking your make up off from last night and your face just feels like shit:/ itss nasty. i swear i never have anything goood to say. aha well i woke up at like three cause my hip was being really painful. so pop went the painkillers:D
ahhh i gotta admit. today is beautiful

i got my hair donee! YAAAY

i didnt get it dyed though :/ that kinda sucks i've dyed it like 17 times so i think it needs a little break anyway :), i must admit i quite like it.

my brother thinks i look emo. but oh well. i'll live :), i hate it when you have your hair done and you cant take any good photos afterwards://// mmmurrr. but i have some i'll show you guys :)

but like on facebook when i take photos i have people having goes at me. just because i take photos i mean ugh. grow up yeah? its like shoot photos not people :)

AAAAAAAAH

i didnt take my spray this morning, for my kidneys ahh worst mistake ever, i cant stop drinking :/// its horrible it's not even one yet and i've drank about 5 litres :/ why am i sooo silly? i think i might go take it now :) ciao

i love you paolo nutini so much

i'll let you walk all over me. you can use me and get away with it i'll let you abuse me and steal my sutff all just for a small price: a bit of attention. you can borrow my clothes and never return them i would spend my lunch money on your pack of smokes i'll treck across the fucking state just so you can see me for a few hours i'll get lost on the way home i'll get mugged on my way back i'll be murdered before i reach your destination but i wont tell you cause i dont want you getting worried i'll be the one everyone jokes about i'll be the bait for your pranks i'd take all my clothes off for you just cause you said you were cold i'm the one that opens the foor and lets you in first i would jump off a bridge if you told me too. i will burn out the sun if you say its too bright.. i'll do anything so say as long as your looking in my direction

kirstiekirstiekirstie

i love you so much kirstie, you is like my best best best friend. we've known each other forever. we just havnt known. some people might not understand this. but we do. i'm so lucky to have a best friend like you. you're amazing. like wow. i wish i could explain what you mean to me. but i cant cause words cant describe. you make me smile all the time. and laugh. your just wonderful
i will always be there for you. through all the hard situations i promise. you'll never walk alone i'll be by your side i love you

i slept i slept i slept! :) for like 3 hours, but i'm okay with that.

have you ever said a word so many times it doesnt sound like a word anymore? i did that it was so wierd. i kept saying the the the the the and it just came out as flur in the end. it made me laugh. i'm hopefully going to the antique shop today, they have soomee luuush dresses and stuff:) so who knows. i'm also getting my hair done again, i'll show you a photo of how its gonne be. should look okay. i hope. i'm getting it dyed again soooon i know that. but i dont know when or what colour aha. oh well :) im like sitting in bed right now. thinking of what to weaar. :(

my best friend texted me this morning saying her granddad died:/ i feel so bad. there's nothign i can do and i'm always the one she leans on. i want her to be okay. she deserves to be happy. she's so beautiful darn her. i hope everything is okay with her! i wish her happiness:)

and i was texting charles all last night, it was wierd cause normally im the one who starts the texting of buttt no. it was him this time. i was shocked :) he wrote such a cute blog about me. it was like AWWWWWWWWW! i cant even explain how cute:) we had an argument though about the number 8. i still think its the best but he doesnt, cause he's stupid :)

I LOVEEEEE YOU

ugh, i'm up at 6am, and i dont even understand why :// its saturday! im meant to be having a lie innn, but no stupid body thought it'd be cool to wake me up at 6. okay so my hip was hurting that could contribute to it and what not but i mean 6!? meeeeeeeeeeh. how gay gay gay. i complain a lot dont i? aha. my apoligies. i woke up to a lot of crappy stuff on my bed. things that dont even need to be there;/ yet they are. i have bracelets, and a box full of cd's and a towel. wow haha i thought i'd blog my little situation on here. people might not read it but hey it gets it of my chest, another round of tablets today too. 16 to be precise. i'm having a party tonight so i hope i'll be okay. like i said i havnt been well the past few weeks but hey ho life goes on, i hate waking up so early you just think about everything thts on your mind its horrible cause you dont actually want to think about but its like you have no choice. it just happens. a bit like rain hmmm ;/ well i might try and go back to sleep later. i'll tell you all if i did manage to sleep ahah loveeeeeeeeeee

this inspires my life a lot more. just the thought of saying hi to someone, and years later you could marry that person. it gives me shivers.

and i love starbucks :)

i'm the person who's cool about everything, in a way i am i'm pretty resiliant to most things and i can find a ways to deal with the bigger things everyone sees me as the one to seek advice from the one whos always fine..

but right now i'm not dealing with things i feel as if i cant share my life stresses right now with anyone because i'm meant to be the rock in everyone's life the strong one i'm far from that i'm at rock bottom at my weakest point. i'm carrying the weight of everyone's problems as well as my own- all on my shoulders. i'm so close to cracking. i dont know what to do, but blab this here

Steeeeeeveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen dang.

heyhihello :)

what can i saaaay about you? you make me feel speical. even though your younger aaha but age is nothing but a number. unless your cheese ofcourse, then your screwed ha. i'm so funny.

i know how you're always there to help me through the tough times. i tell you everything! things i'd never tell anyone and you know them. your friends probably hate me now cause of the amount of time i talk to you. we have so much in common. our music. hair taste, guy taste;) we tell each other everything, your like my best friend, you put up with my pissy moods and have goes at me and then i get scared that i've lost you cause i dont want you to go. you mean to much to me :) although you talk like a chav and i get annoyed i put up with it cause its you. people are so lucky to be friends with you. and and the elephant game. it was funny you laugh at all my jokes even if there not funny. you always put up with me, i wouldn't change you for anything and i'm so glad i met you, i'm always going to be there for you. forever and ever i pinky promise you

i'm so glad we're friends your fantastic.

charles james (danger) bullivant

he made me write this about him hmph.

well he's smaller than me. and like got curly hair which you touch it just doesnt move. takes ages to straighten.

and i'm the only one that knows his middle name which makes me feel so loved ['; he owes me fuck loads of flowers. and a potato. and he's coming to my prom. he is rather amazing i must admit. he knows how to cheer me up. i'm not gonna lie i love him (: wouldnt change him. he loves pokemon. which makes him special. He makes fun of me so much. but hey i wouldnt ask for anyone else to. and i want him to hurry up and have his stupid party.

NOMNOMNOM

and btw. 8 is better charles.

i love that fact

pretty much how i feel like telling people

a quick update on my lifeee.

i'm currently still revising for my geee cee ess eees. how fun?
i have a lot of distractions though :/ kinda sucks, but hey ho. gotta get over them
and My phone broke. which is okay. cause i hated it anyway. stupid stuppiiiddd phone.
also found out i was anemic, so i'm like proper tierd all the friggin' time which sucks with the amount of work i gotta do.
i also have my drama assessment coming up soon. it's gonna be good i hope if one person learns her lines. she lost her book but wont do anything about it. its proper annoying now.
its gonna be good i hope:)
i still take painkillers like there going out of fashion like every two hours, for my hip it really sucks:/ but im seeing a doctor soon about it hopefully they'll do something about it. i hope i hope i hope.